Friday is finally a few hours away! It’s 8:48 pm
right now, so I’m going to hit the sack soon. Yeah
I know I know, early bedtime, but I love to sleep.
You never know what dreams you will have XD.
I always seem to have nice dreams while listening
to Olivia Ong. “Quiet nights and quiet stars, quiet
chords on my guitar.” Those words take me to a
peaceful place that I wish didn’t just exhist in my
head. Back on topic (I’ll finish this topic in a second)

So…tomorrow I was going to go to church with Katie,
but she heard wrong, so there is no church tomorrow.
It’s all good though, this gives me a chance to go with
Alyssa to pick up her engagement ring (I know, NOT
ANOTHER HIGH SCHOOL ENGAGEMENT!) but it
should be fun. Oh oh oh!!! I also get a free yearbook
tomorrow! I’m so excited (even though my picture is
no joke..terrible!) But our yearbook is so amazing looking,
tomorrow is the unveiling of it. Finally, what everybody
has been waiting for. I’ll take pictures of it and I will post
it on here.

Back to topic numero uno. Dreaming I guess is what the
topic was. I love dreaming, the word even looks beautiful.
I had one of the most amazing dreams ever the other day.
I was out of college and I looked the best I’ve ever seen
myself look. I also had a great male friend, I don’t know if
he was a fiancee or a boyfriend or what…but he was
amazing.I wish I didn’t wake up from that dream, or better
yet…I wish that dream was real. The only negative thing
about dreams is that is what it is…a dream. A dream is not
a reality, unless you actually fulfill it….but I want my dreams
fulfilled now!! But, like the famous book, we all face a Series
of Unfortunate Events, and sometimes we don’t get to fulfill
the dreams we have. I am oh so very determined to fulfill my
dreams. Marry some awesome guy, work with little kids, and
(not trying to be conceited) but to be beautiful. I’ve never been
happy with my looks, and I would love to feel beautiful…just
once in my life. Just to feel genuinely beautiful on the inside and
out :]

Gah, I’m texting a boy from China. Yet another set up by Alyssa.
He goes to her school, and he’s not the least bit interesting. She
says I’m plain Jane and that I can only attract plain people. Well,
you can suck it XD Because I am so not plain Jane :} 

 Ok so even though I don’t have a job…or
money….or a cell phone plan I want to buy
the Ice Cream phone. I have a plan though,
I will somehow find a good paying minimum
wage job (yeah I know good paying and
minimum wage do not go together at all!)
Anyways, I will buy my Ice Cream phone, and
we will live happily ever after (of course with our
good friend the phone plan)

aww look how cute they look XD. I only hope
my future kids will look as cute as these (jk jk)

Anyways, I’m also wanting a haircut but that
is a super exciting blog for tomorrow…*sarcasm*
Gosh, I have so much stuff to save up for. Ice
Cream phones, haircuts, plane tickets, passport,
new clothes, and etc. Gosh, saving up money is
difficult. Well, my mom is griping at me for being
on the computer so I better go! (apparently I’m
acting like a jerk for being on the computer for
11 extra minutes!) (I love my mommy, and daddy)
Bye have a nice night guys! 

I can’t get enough of Charlie’s birthday song to
Nerimon. I loved that song so much I want to write
the lyrics down..so yup here they are.

This is a song that I wrote you for your birthday
because I couldnt be bothered to buy you anything
and I know that you might think that writing 
this song  
required more effort than going out and buying
you something,

but I can promise that it didnt.
I’m not even going to include your name in
this song
because that way I can use it on somebody else
and if you listen closely then you might be able
to tell
that I only bothered using three chords.

I guess that just shows you how much I care.
Happy birthday- insert name here-
congratulations on living another year.
Only joking I did get you something
and its right here

I’ve been wondering this for quite some time now.
Why do people want to fall in love so quickly in
high school? I mean, maybe this is just me…but you
have your whole life ahead of you to figure out this
whole marriage thing. And to be honest…most high
schoolers fall in love too easily. For instance, my friend
who shall not be named in this is “engaged” to this guy.
He requested a “break” so he could sleep with some
chicks. She was so pissed off at him that she tells herself
and (everyone she talks to) that she will never forgive
him. Guess what? She dates him a few weeks later. (fast
forward a month or two) They’re together, but she finds
out he cheated on her with..get this a lesbian. (I have no
clue how that happens, I guess she can’t be too lesbian).
They didn’t even break up, she forgave him. (Now maybe
I’m just crazy, but if I guy did that to me I would kick me some
as*.) Anyways, she plans on marrying him next year…they
haven’t even dated a year without breaking up. Doesn’t that
just show you that he’s not trustworthy? I don’t know, this whole 
puppy love thing sickens me. Now, some of you might think “oh
you’re just saying this because you’re single.” No, I’m just
saying this because I have common sense. I do not plan on
marrying someone until I am out of college. I know that I have
my whole life to meet someone, not just my four years in high
school (actually my one year and 7 days in high school yipes!)

Here’s a song for all you love birds out there.

Jane Zhang (below)