May 14, 2009
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Plans for tomorrow
Friday is finally a few hours away! It’s 8:48 pm
right now, so I’m going to hit the sack soon. Yeah
I know I know, early bedtime, but I love to sleep.
You never know what dreams you will have XD.
I always seem to have nice dreams while listening
to Olivia Ong. “Quiet nights and quiet stars, quiet
chords on my guitar.” Those words take me to a
peaceful place that I wish didn’t just exhist in my
head. Back on topic (I’ll finish this topic in a second)
So…tomorrow I was going to go to church with Katie,
but she heard wrong, so there is no church tomorrow.
It’s all good though, this gives me a chance to go with
Alyssa to pick up her engagement ring (I know, NOT
ANOTHER HIGH SCHOOL ENGAGEMENT!) but it
should be fun. Oh oh oh!!! I also get a free yearbook
tomorrow! I’m so excited (even though my picture is
no joke..terrible!) But our yearbook is so amazing looking,
tomorrow is the unveiling of it. Finally, what everybody
has been waiting for. I’ll take pictures of it and I will post
it on here.
Back to topic numero uno. Dreaming I guess is what the
topic was. I love dreaming, the word even looks beautiful.
I had one of the most amazing dreams ever the other day.
I was out of college and I looked the best I’ve ever seen
myself look. I also had a great male friend, I don’t know if
he was a fiancee or a boyfriend or what…but he was
amazing.I wish I didn’t wake up from that dream, or better
yet…I wish that dream was real. The only negative thing
about dreams is that is what it is…a dream. A dream is not
a reality, unless you actually fulfill it….but I want my dreams
fulfilled now!! But, like the famous book, we all face a Series
of Unfortunate Events, and sometimes we don’t get to fulfill
the dreams we have. I am oh so very determined to fulfill my
dreams. Marry some awesome guy, work with little kids, and
(not trying to be conceited) but to be beautiful. I’ve never been
happy with my looks, and I would love to feel beautiful…just
once in my life. Just to feel genuinely beautiful on the inside and
out :]
Gah, I’m texting a boy from China. Yet another set up by Alyssa.
He goes to her school, and he’s not the least bit interesting. She
says I’m plain Jane and that I can only attract plain people. Well,
you can suck it XD Because I am so not plain Jane :}
