For the most part my blogs are mainly to release my inner thoughts and feelings, so I try not to censor things. I just let things flow out to let all my emotions free. Although, I do not like to use cuss words (although at times it is quite difficult not to) because personally I think they make people sound less intelligent, I have a tendency to not worry about censoring them out.
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I hope on visiting Canada in December. I’m only nineteen, but I want to visit as many countries and continents as I can. Since I live in the United States, I might as well take baby steps and visit the nearest countries first. Since my mother is from Taiwan, and I reside in the U.S. traveling has always been important in my life. Flying from America to Taiwan several times in my life to visit my family just made me realize from such a young age how large this world really is, and to only live in such a small portion of the world would not suffice my thirst for more cultural experiences. To experience the same small city everyday, and live everyday the same would be absolute torture. To not be able to experience far more things than I could ever imagine would just be an absolute heartbreaking thing.
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I always listen to songs, whether it be in the car or wherever, and I must know. Why is it that music artists feel the need to give a shoutout to themself in their songs? And does anyone ever really listen to the words? Like in Whatcha Say, “I don’t want you to leave me, though you caught me cheating girl, tell me whatcha say ah” *facepalm* Really Jason Derulo?? So basically what you are saying is “soooo…yeahh…I cheated and you found out, but I want you to give me another chance.” Then you go on and say “When I become a star, we’ll be livin’ so large I’d do anything for you” Which in my understanding means “Even though I treat you awfully, and cheat on you. If you stick with me girl, I’ll have money and you can be my gold digger.”
Don’t even get me started on N Dubz. “Me and a couple of men rollin up in a whip, met a pretty young lady, should I say bitch?” No N Dubz sir, you should certainly NOT say bitch. Who does that anyways? For their first meeting with a pretty young lady they say bitch? Does the saying you only get one first impression mean nothing to you?? “See, I don’t understand, she wasn’t with a man. How could I leave without a number in my hand? I went to go on facebook, will a get a face back?” Really? You just met this girl, and you’re already stalking that poor girl on facebook. *facepalm #2* And if you just met this girl with no knowledge of her name, are you just browsing through mutual friends on facebook? Maybe if you type in “bitch” you’ll get lucky and find her, or not? Clinger level number 5 I do believe you are.
Or in the song Sexercise. “I aint On Buying you flowers I’m on getting you in the showers and sexercising you for hours. Why use a bench press to work on my chest, when I can work my whole body out just by having sex.” Well aren’t you a grade A douchelord? Maybe you need some Vulva cologne for you vagina obsession. “You might think your’re pretty but the only thing thats pretty is your two front titties (shut up) ask Iizzy and Lizzie (what) I’m a cheeky little twat that’s used to a slap (take that) my names Dapps and I was raised in flat.” Let me gather this here. So after you pretty much call a girl fugly, and tell her that the only thing good about her are her boobs, you’re going to tell her to shut up, and then tell her some pointless information on how you were raised in a flat. *scratches chin* mhm, *nods head* right right.
Interesting lyrics we have here nowadays
I was watching The Sweetest Thing the other day, and even though I have watched this movie many of times..a sudden question popped into my head. (No pun intended) When you’re in a stall with a glory hole…who goes first?? I just cannot fathom it enough.
Say I were a man going into a toilet stall, and I was looking for some glory. Do you sit down and hope a peen pops through the hole? Or do you just go ahead and pop your dick through a hole thinking “okay, I’m really hoping someone comes right on in and sucks this penis off.”
But what if someone doesn’t want to see a penis. What if they’re just a poor unsuspecting traveler having to use the facilities? Say you’re the traveler and you just happen to be sitting on the toilet and all of a sudden a penis appears. Do you continue using the bathroom thinking “Oh dear Lord, I don’t want this to happen, I just want to finish my business” or do you like knock on the wall saying “umm…excuse me, I don’t want this thank you though.” I mean, how awkward would that be? To be going numero dos or numero uno and just have some random penis staring at you, wagging around. I can only imagine how uncomfortable a person would be, just taking a pee with a penis in your face.
What if things just happen to work out? Scenario one being, what if you get your glory? Who leaves the bathroom first? Does the person that got relieved leave first, or does the reliever exit the bathroom first? It would just be plain awkward for the both of them to leave at the same time. What if one of them was insanely ugly??
Scenario two is, what if you leave the stall, and the person that relieved you was somebody you knew?! How would you react to a situation such as so? Do you act as if nothing happened at all? Would you compliment each other? It’s just so confusing to me!
So there is actually a fragrance now made for men that smells of a vagina. I never would expect something like that to take off as a product, but hey whatever floats your boat. Before watching the commercial to Vulva (which is the title to this cologne) I thought hmm, maybe it’s some weird way of attracting women….but after watching the commercial it just seems as if it’s for men that are comfortable bachelors who are so arrogantly single that they can smell a vagina whenever they want to. Just one spray on their wrist or wherever and they can just sniff away. But if you like being single I suppose this would be for you because there’s no hassle of a woman, but isn’t that what a one night stand is for?
And really though? I don’t think they’d make sperm perfume for women. I mean, if I were a heterosexual man, I’d love vagina as much as the next person…but I wouldn’t want to smell like one. And I’m a virgin, but I’m guessing when people have sex, when someone asks how it was people don’t say “dude, that vagina smelled reaaaaaallly good” because I’m guessing that is not the highlight of it.
I don’t think this is going to catch on too much. I mean if it does, there might as well be Haagen Daz Sperm Addition.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_wx6DP99bYE (and if you’re interested here is the commercial)
I’ve realized instead of getting mad at things, that talking things out really makes a difference. Before, I only complained about having no freedom. I finally talked to my parents, and I told them how I want to travel, explore, see the world. I told them, that I plan on saving up money and going to travel as often as I can and since it will be my own money, they can’t stop me. They were pleasantly understanding, so my first stop is Canada.
My first steps of adventure will be in December. Just me, a 3 hour plane ride, and the great open skies..and then the crowded city of Toronto. What will be in store for me is what I’m a little afraid of, but once I’m living in the moment and things don’t seem so surreal anymore, I’ll be in pure bliss.
So I woke up to my parents speaking crap about me (as usual). This time, I woke up, got my butt up and let them face my wrath. Which I won :] Like in Breakfast Club “mess with the bulls and you’ll get the horns” And horns you will get from me, don’t anger Kiki or she will kick your ass.
And wow, I’m writing in third person kind of. I must be tired.
(me on 2 hours of sleep at 6:30 am)
All my life I’ve always felt like Cinderella… Just the whole gist of being stuck in a place where people don’t appreciate you. A place where you can’t escape, but want out so bad. Always putting everyone else before yourself, just wanting someone to return the care, the effort.
Cinderella just wanted some freedom. Some room to breathe, some respect. Not to be treated like a piece of crap, but instead to be treated like someone with feelings. I guess with people in this where Cinderella grew up it was just too hard for people to do that. Her world was supposed to revolve around everyone else, her feelings didn’t matter, just as long as everyone else was happy.
Oh how selfless Cinderella was. Some might have called her a pushover, I call her a strong person. That even with everyone’s nonsense, she still carried herself with respect. Didn’t stoop down to anyone’s level or reflect the same bad attitude people showed her.
………But even Cinderella wants to rebel and have her freedom ;] Which as an Uncoventional Cinderella I intend on doing. I just need help from my fairy godmother, whoever that may be. Go big or go home as I say, and I don’t plan on going home.
Tomorrow is my birthday tomorrow, and with each birthday that comes I get less and less excited. It’s not for the fact that I’m getting older with each year, but the fact that there’s nothing extravagant about that day. I was born on the 25th of July, I’m not sure what’s so special about it other than that.
I mean, it’s just like any other day.
On the bright side I get to see my good friends and I’m soooo excited!
I have a friend, and she’s one of the most self centered people on this Earth. She puts everyone else second, and herself first. I mean, it is completely ridiculous. She thinks it’s everyone’s duty to massage her, or buy her things, agree with her opinions, compliment her, and pity her. As much as I wish this were my personal opinion of her, it is completely true hence she has said it as bluntly and straight forward as those words.
She won’t hesitate to rub whatever she has that you don’t in your face, or insult you, make you feel stupid or bad. But once you stick up for yourself she will get so pissed off it is ridiculous. Hell, just yesterday I was with a friend hanging out. She was about to cry over the phone. She actually told me “It’s like you’re cheating on me.” What the hell?! You hangout with me because NO ONE else wants to hangout with you. It’s not my fault I’m acutally a tolerable person. It’s not my fault I have friends other than you.
Not to mention, a few days ago she was rubbing her nasty feet all over my arms so I could massage them. First of all, I touch NO ONE’S feet. Second of all, I’m not your slave, respect me or else I’m going to distance myself from you. I give you back as much respect as you give me, so if you want more respect stop treating me like a piece of shit.
Just because you find it embarassing that I’m a virgin, doesn’t mean I have to feel ashamed. I’m actually really proud of myself, and I want to remain a virgin until marriage. Sorry you don’t approve of my beliefs, but you know what? I’m perfectly okay with that. Stop trying to set me up with guys that I don’t know. I have said time and time again that I want to wait until college to find a guy. I want to experience the entire college experience. Dating around, meeting new people. I want to find guys that I will ACTUALLY like. So please don’t shove random guys at me, I don’t want to hurt their feelings, and let’s face it. I have good taste in guys. I don’t want guys that do drugs, are obsessive, clingy, guys you find that are completely weird. I have respect for myself, and if I’m single for years after this, it’s okay with me.
I don’t share similar beliefs as you, so shove your overly sensitive defensive ass attitude up your ass, because I really am tired of it.
