August 1, 2010

  • What An Unfortunate Day

         As much as I wish I could change everything about today, I just simply can't. My dearest baby Butterface passed away today. I feel as if it's all my fault, that I could've been a better mother to him.

         I've only had him for a month, but it was a very happy month that I've had him. He was one of the most affectionate creatures that I have ever had. He would always run to me and lick me in the morning, would playfully bite my fingers, run to me when I called his name...and now that's been taken away from me. I loved him with all my heart, and I will never ever get him back.

         Today started off with a very hectic rush to the veterinarian. I was informed that my darling Butterface was ill with pneumonia. That absolutely broke my heart hearing that. They gave him two shots, and told me to give him medicine at seven pm. They gave me hopes that he would live, since he still had an appetite and was a healthy weight. That gave me a little of reassurance, and they told me that if I got him a vaporizer it should help some too. Unfortunately he didn't make it past six pm. He jolted and fell over and died.

         He was in so much pain, I wish I could have done more for him. He was only three months old, such a short life he had. I miss you Butterface, you always made everyday brighter.

    (This was two weeks ago)