This is an absolutely wonderful movie. I can’t help but identify myself with Charlyne in this movie. The constant skepticism of people and love, but as you become engulfed in the world you realize that it really does exist.

I love how this film was made to be ironic on purpose. I loved how with each moment of her skepticism, she was slowly finding love. Each of the stories were so incredibly heartwarming, but the amazing part was how each person had their own definition of love, and how they all seemed to be so correct.

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Also, I loved the scene in the resturant when Michael Cera said “Fine, I won’t waste your time then.”Then walks out of the resturant. The worried look on her face, and how she kept waiting for him to walk back through the door got me. Especially since he walked up behind her and said “I’m sorry, I didn’t expect it to take so long” Ahhh!  such a good scene.

I’m in love with Amc’s The Walking Dead. It’s the only show that I watch religiously, and squeal like a fan girl over.

…but what is rather upsetting is the fact I can’t join their contest. Stupid AMC and your “must be 21 years of age or older.” Uh scuse me, I’ll be twenty in eight months, isn’t that good enough?! Apparently these zombies are alcoholics, or like to get their drink on. 

I’d make a great ass zombie too!

Look at that >.> that’s dedication right there!

As someone that’s just starting to workout, I know that it’s hard to get started. Throughout my high school years I was about 20 pounds heavier, with a low self esteem, and a mind that was set on failure. The moment working out got tough, I got discouraged and I wanted to quit…which is sadly what I did until now, my freshman year of college.

With all of the health and high school gym classes I took, they prepared me as far as eating right and exercise could go. What they didn’t prepare me for was how to think. Many people might think that if you really want something it’s easy to accomplish. That’s however not true for many people like myself. It’s only human nature to get discouraged, and have your moments of weakness.

What made me finally want to get out there and workout and be healthy was a change of my mindset. People made their jokes about me being “fat” or saying things such as “you’re cute…but not pretty” which was pretty upsetting to me. Whether they were joking or not, I’m not sure but it was a wake up call. I realized, that I wasn’t happy about myself. I knew that I didn’t eat healthily, and my lack of movement made me squishier than I preferred. All of that made me really want to work hard.

So here’s what I did….

1.) I told myself, wishing I could have that body I’ve always wanted wasn’t going to get me anywhere. I had to change my lifestyle by eating better and exercising more.

2.) I let myself know that I wasn’t going to be able to accomplish anything unless I really tried my best…and if I tried my best than I could accomplish all that I wanted.

3.) I started writing down all of these things I wanted to accomplish, starting from easiest to more difficult. (It’s said that if you make a list, crossing those that are finsished motivates you to move on to the next step.)

4.) I told all of my friends and parents when I was going to workout. That way, if I felt like not going through with my word, I felt like a liar furthermore motivating me to just do it.

5.) I always remind myself that once I get to where I want to be, I’ll be proud of myself with a sense of accomplishment.

Basically, I just gave myself positive reinforcement. I stayed optimistic, and remind myself that accomplishing each little thing will give me a confidence booster with a sense of pride.

At this exact moment we’re learning about Totalitarianism. I find it interesting that in authoritarianism, that if the leader is assassinated than there’s a slight chance that it could be stopped. But for instance in a totalitarianist place, if the leader is killed than it continues.

It just intrigues me because..what if the leader in China was killed, or North Korea. It would still be a communist place, but what would things be like? I mean, if Hitler got killed in his authoritarianistic world, what would have happened? Would his followers stop doing genocide?

Back to paying attention in class

 When I was around five, I stumbled upon this television show that I didn’t quite understand…and still to this day get confused over. This show was of course 3rd Rock From the Sun, and from upon watching this show my love for Joseph Gordon Levitt developed.  A loyal fan of his for fourteen years, crazy huh?

Although, he is several years older than me…it’s like I’ve watched him grow up. I mean, I practically have.

But what really sparked my love for him, was his role in 500 Days of Summer. I can totally relate to his role as Tom. I used to be a Summer in my middle school years, but as I matured and growed up, I have blossomed into a Tom (as strange as that sounds).

I’ve always been told that I have a different way of thinking, in fact I’ve been told this from a very young age. So what I find relatable about Tom is that he has a different way of thinking. For instance, when he said ”I guess I just figured, why make something disposable like a building when you can make something that last forever, like a greeting card.” To others, greeting cards were not that big of a deal, but he found a deeper meaning in what he did. Which I find admirable.

Joseph Gordon Levitt also doesn’t choose just any roles, he chooses the most interesting and complex. This to me says a lot about him as a person. I mean his personality as a whole is simply amazing. He’s rugged, funny, and clever. I mean his cover to Bad Romance was just amazing. His personality shined through, and he made it into his own. For those who haven’t caught on to his slight improv, he replaces ‘je veux ton revenge’ with “J’veux ton amour, ouais je veux te baiser. J’veux ton amour, non je m’en fous après” which translates to I want your love, yeah I want to fuck you. I want your love, no I don’t care after”.

Might I add, that he’s incredibly handsome. And no girls I don’t mean hot, not the cliche good looking man. I mean he is truly handsome. His face, personality, and all.

 My former friend kept making statuses with impliments that they were about me. I got fed up, so I made one about her, and I know it was immature, but geeze I just couldn’t help myself. Her last status I believe was something like “Only a true friend would call me.” But for those keeping up with my blogs, I’ve had a lot of issues in the past few weeks.

Besides, I’ve been stressed, my aunt had to get her breast removed because she was diagnosed with breast cancer.

Agh what an aggravating person. Just last month she got onto me for hanging out with my friend on a Friday. That same Friday, she told me she had a date. Every Friday after that she’s had dates. So why is it, that I can’t hangout with people on Fridays but she can? Then she told me yesterday that two Fridays from now she wanted me to go shopping with her because the guy she goes on dates with can’t shop for shit. I told her that I was going to be getting contacts that day and that I’m hanging out with a friend too…so of course she gets pissy. Not to mention she dumped her boyfriend so she can have the option to date around. Can he date? No, because he’d be “cheating” on her. But it’s perfectly okay for her to. See what I am dealing with? Just pure aggravation.

最近是走懷舊路線嗎
開始懷念很多東西

懷念沒事只要order大家來打牌不想出門的時候

懷念有人把你放在心上的時候!!!!

現在生活真的爛透了!!
因為心情不好所以覺得甚麼都不好
明明才說好要開開心心過每一天的…

要開心要開心要開心要開心
我今天要去購物很多零食
布迪的和我的
然後躺在家裡不事生產!!!!!

不要傻了!!!!
嗯哼

GOGOGO!!!

Everytime I hear this song I just fall into a world that only I can understand. It’s like for a moment, everything makes sense. Like all that goes wrong in the universe fades away for a brief moment, and everything is at peace. I wish I could feel like this all the time, things just seem to fit during the moments of this song. It’s like I’m caught in a perfect moment that I don’t want to ever let go.

The lyrics fit my life perfectly like a puzzle. The lyrics understand how I’m feeling, it gets my frustrations. It’s like they’re just for me, and are reassuring me that I will get what I’ve been longing for one day.

So for once in my life, let me get what I want. Lord knows, it would be the first time.