December 8, 2010
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A Little Appreciation Wouldn't Hurt
I live my life everyday trying to make those around me happy. I am always constantly trying to be in a let's shake this world of it's lethargic attitude, but sometimes it's tough. To care so much about those around you, and get no appreciation in return. It honestly hurts so much to the point that I don't know what to do anymore. I am always unhappy, depressed, miserable...yet you would think that those around me would care to notice. They always assume I'm happy, but I'm not. Happiness and positivity are two separate things.
I have always been the one to try and try and try until I couldn't try any longer. It would be nice to know that maybe one day someone will do the same for me. I could take the easy way out, and do nothing. I could stop caring, stop trying, just stop in general...but that's not who I am. So this entire life I live is frustrating. All I ask for really is to get even the least bit of appreciation.
I feel like I'm drowning in my own efforts. I'm overwhelmed by the pain of those around me, and the struggles of my own. I'm tired of caring so much. I want to give up.
