I’ve only met you twice, and from my memory you were the nicest guy a person could know. The first and second time I’ve met you was in my sophomore year of high school four years ago. We met at that “cool” “scene kid” hangout. Throughout my entire high school existance I felt like a loser, but during those few short moments we had together you made me feel pretty cool. With the small group of friends I always felt like an outcast, but just those two nights of concerts together you talked to me like you’ve known me since forever. Thank you for that.
It’s kind of ironic in a morbid way. Just a few weeks ago I was thinking about you, so I looked at your facebook. I ended up sending the link to my friend and we just kinda laughed about how long it’s been since we saw you. We actually talked about you a lot after we met you four years ago. You were really attractive to us, and from my memory we were giddy over the fact you hugged us goodbye the first time we met. If I think really hard about that night, I remember you let my friend wear your hat. I’m pretty sure she about had a heartattack. You made her feel special too.
After all of these years of not thinking about you, and then all of a sudden thinking about you a few weeks ago, to finding out you passed away yesterday. It’s completely surreal. I can’t stop thinking about how just when I was thinking about you a few weeks ago you were alive, and then all of a sudden in one horrible moment you’re gone.
I never knew you well, but from the pictures I’m looking at you were really goofy. Then just now, as I’m reading about your death in the paper I find out you were a firefighter. You seem to have changed a lot. You’ve changed into such a mature young man, it’s such a loss for the world to lose somebody like you.
I wish your friends and family all of my thoughts and prayers. Rest in peace Jeremy.
P.S. This song just came out recently, it seems to fit. I’m sorry you had to have such a short life. Eighteen years isn’t enough for you. I’ll keep you in my mind when I want to give up. I’ll keep in my mind that you were stripped away of your life, and that I should live mine to the fullest.
Sincerely,
Keisha







