September 22, 2011
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Being happy is hard
Today I had a moment of realization.
Happiness doesn’t come easily, if you want it, you have to work extremely hard for it. This entire time, I’ve done nothing but felt sorry for myself, and making myself feel sad. My life has been nothing but miserable, and I thought it wasn’t my fault. The truth is, it is my fault. Yes, maybe not all of the unfortunate events were caused by myself, but my mindset is all me. It’s time for that to change.
From here on it will only be positive thinking, no more bringing myself down to the dumps. I will hereby do my best to do what makes me happy, while thinking of others. Although, I will no longer forget about myself, or try hard to please other people. No more stressing myself out, just blue skies and sunshine (except for that normal and occasional scattered rain)
If I want to be a teacher, so be it. If I want to be a famous youtube celebrity (not really), so be it. Whatever my heart feels like doing, I will do my best to accomplish it. No more miss sad Kiki, only positive happy one from now on.
Comments (8)
You got so many things you need to do, you’ll be too BUSY to feel miserable while being happy means being more productive.
It’s like suicide before the holidays; you ain’t got no TIME for that because you’re too busy with work and then too busy eating (and other stuff that goes on during holidays) during the holiday… only not really…
Kiki i always think your a happy girl coz you always laugh like a dall everytime i see u
@laikayung - I can be sometimes xD and how can I not smiling when you’re around Caleb!!
Most of the time I’m in depression mode haha
I’ve been trying to find happiness for most of my life..maybe I will find it? But you’re right. It takes extreme work to get it..I just don’t have it in me anymore.
@Hinase - I think we can find it!! It’ll be a moment of surprise when it happens :]
@Hinase - (oh and you should add me xD, I don’t know how to friend you through your page -__-;;)
This is what I learnt (reaffirming my prior assumption) from self-help books as well. We’re in command, and life’s just a response to our decisions. Choose what we want to be, ‘cos only by changing our own mindsets can we really brighten up :) Take care, and best wishes.