February 12, 2013
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“Fashion Show”
Tomorrow is the day that my fashion show is for my Chinese class. I’m SO nervous it’s ridiculous. I hate when I’m recruited for stuff I don’t want to be in. I have the absolute worst anxiety, and to make things worse, it’s mixed in with my incredibly low self-esteem. I don’t know how I’m going to be able to handle parading myself in front of 50 people in a traditional Chinese dress that doesn’t even fit me….not to mention a certain woman making extremely harsh criticisms about the way I walk.
My picking has gotten a lot worse too, but that is a whole other story in itself. I guess, I’ll just have to give myself positive affirmations like I’ve been reading about, and I’ll cross my fingers that this will work. Just thinking about this event Wednesday is enough to make my heart beat so fast I get feel it throbbing in my chest. I really don’t want to do this, but alas, the show must go on…even if it will be a tragedy.
Comments (1)
You’ll do great! Since it’s a fashion show, just flaunt, smile, and feel like you own the place, aka have the Idungivafug attitude.